I'm

checking your pulse,
I'm giving you air
but your body disagrees
and no it dont carw at all
i'm wasting my time
your eyes roll awake,
you're looking at me,
you said darling what happened,
did i fall asleep, and you carry me home?
because i know I wasnt here.

I'm closing your blinds
and shutting your eyes
and now i, i'm afraid i have to go
woah oh oh
and i'd sing you a song but
i'm feeling quite off
an my heart is so occupied,
nows not the time."



I wish I could sing, I'd sing songs all the time.
To express how I feel.
All the time.
I'd sing more than I spoke.
I do that anyway.

For you m'lady

If I could only make you smile,
I'd do it simply everyday
Even if I've got to run mile after mile
There's not a thing to stand in my way
If I want to get to you,
There's nothing I wouldnt do
Hop a train,
Shit, I'd walk in the pouring rain.
I may not be perfect,but for you I'd surely try
because with out you,
My heart would quickly die.


I Miss you like no other,
like a child misses their mother.
It seems like it was so far way,
but really I saw you yesterday.
It's like you have this effect on me
That seems to take me away
cast my heart into the sea,
Just you and me...
you and me.
I can almost see your ray of shine in the dark,
you swinging on the swings,when we visit the park.
This feeling it grows,every other day,
and there's no way,
it'll be the same tomorrow,
as it is today.

You

Hurt me so bad,
that my ribs might as well collapsed from
the lack of breath I have left in me to survive.

How is it, that I gave you all I had left,
down to my last penny, and you took it all,
for what?
for granted.
I'd have given you the world
Whatever you wanted,
even if you felt you didnt deserve it.
I may be young,
but I'm 15 going on 25.

Why is it that I love you?
What did I do to deserve a love like this, almost lover.
Did I give too much, or somehow, not enough?

"When we were kids on the field, on the first day of school,
I'd have been your fool....
I used to wait at the diner a million nights, without you.
Praying you wont cancel again tonight...
an it's hard to tell you this,
here's lookin at ya kid."

Maybe I should

"hate you for this, Never really did ever quite get that far."

So, I dont get it.
How is it that kids hurt me, well more specifically,
very important guys to my life, hurt me very much.
And in the end, years later,
after not talking, I'd still run up, and wrap my arms around them
If they were to be in a place not far from me?
I'm not talking about people just hurting me,
I'm talking about hurting me so bad,
it scars my heart.

I'm sitting here, and I should hate these few people.
But deep inside my heart, I still care.

Especially you.