10 mintues to write

before my comp dies.

I spend most of my days upset.
I dont know what to do anymore.
There's a girl i wanna murder sometimes,
and a boy that hurts my feelings more than he knows.
Blame it on my trust issues,
tell me she's not special,
and then make her appear special.
If she's not special,
why cant she leave your life.
why is she #3 on your top?
Why does she get "baby, and love"
Why does she appear so special.
I love you, but i cant be hurtin like this.
Say i should trust you,
but why?
Because you love me?
I dont FEEL or KNOW that you love me,
because you cant prove it to me very well,
I wander around all day,
wondering if you love me
even an eighth of how much i love you.

I have two best friends who cant get along,
and i dont have time, to divide my time.
I already divide it between them and him.
and now them.
I just want things to be smooth for once.

I wanna be happy.
I wanna KNOW i'm loved,
I wanna be able to trust you.
I wish you knew how much you hurt me,
but i love you anyway.

You

Make my emotions
Go up and down.
I see you
and all my walls come down.

I never know what to say,
How is it you make me feel this way?
One look in your eyes,
and my life fades away,
and dreams of you and me began.

You always look so perfect,
when you wake up in the morning,
when the show lights hit your face,
There's nothing you do,
that's made me not love you.
You've hurt some people,
and you've made some mistakes,
But you get your fair share.
and when you do,
I just wanna be there.
I wanna be the one you talk to
when you cry.
The one you run to,
when the world has run from you.
I wanna be the one you hug,
just so your day goes smooth.
I wanna be the one you love,
becuase i love you.