before my comp dies.
I spend most of my days upset.
I dont know what to do anymore.
There's a girl i wanna murder sometimes,
and a boy that hurts my feelings more than he knows.
Blame it on my trust issues,
tell me she's not special,
and then make her appear special.
If she's not special,
why cant she leave your life.
why is she #3 on your top?
Why does she get "baby, and love"
Why does she appear so special.
I love you, but i cant be hurtin like this.
Say i should trust you,
but why?
Because you love me?
I dont FEEL or KNOW that you love me,
because you cant prove it to me very well,
I wander around all day,
wondering if you love me
even an eighth of how much i love you.
I have two best friends who cant get along,
and i dont have time, to divide my time.
I already divide it between them and him.
and now them.
I just want things to be smooth for once.
I wanna be happy.
I wanna KNOW i'm loved,
I wanna be able to trust you.
I wish you knew how much you hurt me,
but i love you anyway.
Monday, August 24, 2009
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Kayla, I know this is going to be really hard for you to take in, but I'm sick of you feeling this way, and you both fighting so much.
There is only so much you can take.
When will it be too much?
I hate seeing you hurting like this, and honestly, I wonder if you would be happier.
How long can this really last?
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