Thursday, September 10, 2009

Lately

I've been hitting some tight spots,
been stuck in some corners,
torn between decisions.

A lot is going on right now,
but really nothing at all.
People want me to talk to them
about my issues, and "whats wrong"
But really, there's nothing to talk about,
there's no way to explain it.
Its just this hovering feeling of
being trapped.

Words:
Trapped.
Pregnancy.
school work.
Graduating.
Mitchell Davis.
Kevin.
Baby?
Kevin.
Decisions.
Jess
Rylie
Haylee
Andrea
Dora
Chipotle
Logan Paone.
cigarettes.
Craving.
Skittles.
Pee.
Class ring.
My dad.
Homework.
Homework.
Homework.
Owl City.
Kevin's pay check.
Planned Parenthood.
Ripped jeans.
Upset,
stomach knots.
Phone.
Alone.
Bored.
Upset.

Etc
Etc.

I've been neglecting some things,
and i've been hoping for the best,
and i'm starting to pray,
and i've got a string of hope
to last me a long way.

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