Shoot out the lights.

"City lights the water as the snow forgets the sky
And we're staring at the bridges just like every other night

We've been watching for a miracle
We're praying for a sign
When the cure is made of poison then it's hard to rest your eyes

If it's time
Oh
Lord
Shoot out the lights
Shoot out the lights

Heavens shake with anger and the clouds
They curse the ground
And I'm screaming for an answer but the darkness blinds me now

We will not survive on misery
We will fill ourselves with love
We are searching
We are hopeful
We are anything but lost

I see the stars in black and white
And I pray to God most every night
(Shoot out the lights)"


This pain inside me it grows.
You've built me up,
and broke me down.
I'm crying, I'm crawling,
You've broke me.
Like i always hoped and had faith,
that you wouldn't.
I expected it from everyone else,
but never from you.

You scream at me,
"FUCK YOU"
I scream at you,
"I LOVE YOU!"
This is no way to live,
this is no way to be,
You hate me,
You love me.
You loath me,
you adore me.
Make up your mind,
and fight for me.
I fight for you,
I let down my walls,
I've been vulnerable
I've been hurting these past few months.
Hurt for me,
let down your walls for me.
Change yourself for me,
Because i'll change for you,
I have changed,
I've changed into you,
and you don't like it,
not at all do you?
Now you see why i get so
upset with you?
What i've done to you,
Who i've been to you,
is who you've been to me.
Don't like it?
I'm sorry, I dont like it either.
IT FUCKING HURTS, DOESNT IT?!
I dont like you right now,
and you sure as hell dont like me.
I LOVE YOU, by god, oh my, how i do love you,
but i dont like what your doing,
how you're treating me,
how disrespectful you are of me.
and you dont like the same things
about me.
What a coincidence huh?

You gotta fix yourself,
and I've gotta fix me.
Wanna fix us?
WE have to fix us?
Is it worth it to you?
Show me, because i'll show you,
if you give me the chance,
if you LET ME IN,
I will show you.
But i have not the strength to
keep trying, if you keep fighting.
Just let me in,
like i've let you in,
it hurts, pain hurts,
but its part of a relationship,
and we cant have one,
if you wont allow it.

K.
Thanks.