Wow

Thanks you.
Thanks, to you too.
Thanks for being honest.
Thanks for being an ass.
Thanks for saying "fuck your girlfriend"
Thanks for not really caring.
Thanks for giving me things, i can get from others.
Thanks for EVERYTHING.
THANKS EVERYONE.

I wanna start doing shit for myself.
I've done so much for others,
when will i realize,
that people are just taking advantage of me.
FOR REAL?!
I'm sick of hurting MYSELF.
Taking peoples shit, hurting myself.
Not being honest with myself, hurting myself.
Not doing what i know is right for me, hurting myself.
You may think I'm stupid, I'm not.
I know what's really going on, and thanks.
You think i hate you,
I dont. Sorry for making you out to be a bad person.
I'm so sick of pretending to be this person i'm not.
Since when have i EVER put up with this much.
Since when did i CHANGE? Its stopping.
I wanna figure myself out,
and i need to.
Please, just let me.