I'm

Terribly upset right now.
I dont know why I overreacted in such a way.
I trust you I do
but I'm so scared of losing you.
I'm so vulnerable
I was just deciding I was going to let you in,
and then something happens,
to make me go back and start all over again.
I'm just so insecure about myself,
that perhaps I'm simply not good enough.
All these girls want you,
and you could have any of them,
but for some reason you chose me.
All you'd have to do is decide they're better,
decide I'm not good enough,
and you could move on so quickly...
You could easily leave me if you wanted...
You don't NEED me.
I just know...
that somehow I'm just wont be good enough.
and I'm so scared.
I'm jealous of any girl that wraps her arms around you,
because in during that moment,
they're holding my world in their hands.