Oh you.

I've used you as a crutch for so long,
that i cant tell what I feel.
I feel like I'm in love with you,
I feel like I need you.
I feel like I'd do better without you around,
but I just cant leave you,
and when you leave me, i feel like I'm dying,
and i feel the need to text you,
and keep you around.
i'm torn in two on what to do.
Keep you, leave you,
Bad, and good.
Situations.
Decisions.
Smiles.
Memories.
Tears.
Which to choose?
I miss you.
And in some way, I love you.

I'm finding it hard to breath
I just wanna fall asleep
I wanna curl up
and push you away from me
I've let you so far in
I'm retreating again
Even after you moved away
I cant go on this way
Tell me again, again.
Tell me you love me, my friend.
Saige Boilanger, please dont let it end.