Jumbled.

Pregnant.
Confused.
Abortion?
Screaming.
Yelling.
Bawling.
Alone.
Starving.
Gaining.
Stress.
Cigarettes.
Tenderness.
Tiredness.
Libbys love.
Jessica's mouth.
Haylee's feelings.
Ash's beliefs.
Miscarriages.
Afraid.
That pill.
Friday the 5th 9am.
265 dollars.
Beaux.
Infection.
Puke.
Miserable.
Kevin.
Everyone.
Eyes.
Staring.
Music.
Pink Floyd.
Prom.
Graduation.
College.
NeverShoutNever, May 8th.
Dad.
Replacement.
Bleeding.
Tests.
Moms love.

I'm at a stressful time in my life.
and few people understand.
But those few that're here,
make life worth living,
and living is a hard thing to do,
and to want to do as of right now.
"the hardest part of living
is just taking breaths to stay"
and i'm afraid that's right.
but these people give me hope,
for a brighter and better day.