Jessica

There's so much I've got to get off my chest,
and i know you'll read this.

I love you sooo much.
You're the best thing to arrive in Ohio
since I've been here.
You go out of your way to do things for me.
I want to do so much for you, all the time,
the only thing is, I can't really.
I don't have money or the things I need to give
you all I want to give you.
I want to supply you with the world.

I know you don't like Ohio that much,
and you're going back to Maryland in a little more
than a day.
Honestly, I'm not mad you're going,
not at all.
Perhaps I'm jealous because you have
the oppurtunity, I never had.
Jealous, because you're going to see NSN,
and I know I'm not that fortunate.
But Also, I'm afraid.
I know you'll go back,
and I don't know what exactly you'll get from it...
But I know it'll be a bunch of heartache when you come back.
You'll just miss it so much more after you get back...
and you'll cry all the time,
and you'll be so upset, and I won't even know what to do
or what to say, or how to make it better.
And you'll sit there and say "ohio really sucks"
and I know what it's like, Canton isn't really that great.
But it wasn't that great for me at first either,
and now look where I'm at.
Sure it's not the funnest place, and there's nothing
you can really do....
But, a place is only as boring and fun, as you make it.
I just wish I could make Ohio so much better,
and when you say it sucks to me, and you just wanna get out,
and you miss maryland,
I feel like things will never be okay, like I'm not trying
hard enough.
I just want you to be happy,
and I know when you come back things are going to be
so upset, and you're going to be so down.
I just don't want you to change the way you're going
right now. You're doing so good, with your grades,
with you job, and all of it's for maryland,
and once you get back, i hope you keep the progres up,
even though your motives are gone.
Just know that I love you,
and I'm oh so proud of you.



One day we'll leave this town,
but it's here I'll always return,
it's here, the place of let downs
but it's here, my heart has learned.

You can roam free,
to explore your wildest dream,
But know it's here,
you can always return to me.

This may not be much of place,
but since you arrived,
The sun has shone brighter
this town has grown more beautiful,
since you blessed it with your grace.