Sometimes

I just feel as if i'll never measure up,
as if i'll be just a mistake.
Sometimes i feel as if i'll never
ease the pain,
or as if i wont be the one you really wanted.
Maybe that you'll never be okay,
you'll never forget her,
and you wont stop loving her, i know how it is.
And one day you're gonna realize,
you don't love me,
and it's gonna be a pitiful relationship,
one you don't wanna end,
because you don't wanna cause me pain.
To be honest, I love you so much,
i just know deep down inside,
i'm not and never will be the one you really love.
Because you can't let go of her,
and i know it's true.
Just one day i hope you realize,
its me,
ME that loves you.
Even if you never love me back,
or if my patience runs out...
Just know i love you,
and i'm scared as hell you'll walk out.
"You're free to leave me, just don't decieve me."
Six months... has it all been a lie.