But it hurts when all i hear is you hanging up.

I wont try that again."

I'm going to change.
I'm going to be better.
I'm gonna get better grades.
I'm going to focus on the important things
Grades, car, mom, best friends.

I deserve to be happy.
My friends being happy makes me happy.

Im so sick of hurting the people around me.
So many times people say to me:
"You never think about how you hurt everyone else"
why do people say that?
Maybe i'm secretly meant to be alone.