"Has anybody ever felt this way...

Has anybody ever been ripped apart,
anybody ever give everything to the one they love?
Am I the only one left behind,
am I the only one who hates goodbyes
God i know this cant go on forever
....
Some nights i lay in bed
just burning up
because i know you're out with someone else.
I was the one who gave up everything for you
when no one would listen, i heard everyword,
it took me so long to see that maybe i'm better off alone."

I dont want to be another nobody to you
Another person who gives my all
but you push away,
and say goodbye, without a second glance.
I dont want to be the one you forget about
Or the one you pretend never existed.
The one you pretend you never loved.
I wanna be the one you desperately cling to.
As your best friend. I'm no longer asking more of you.
I need you, and I need him too.
I need you both, but if you dont want me,
and I dont deserve you,
then let me go.
"if you dont love me, let me go"
because I'm not playing games anymore.
With anyone.
I'm so sick. I can barely hold down my dinner anymore.
I lay awake shaking at night.
Why?
Because I miss you, you may not miss me,
but god, I miss you.
I miss my best friend. The one I told everything to.
THE ONE, I said I'd always be there for,
I said I'd screw up along the way,
and you said you would too.
but I promised i'd always love you.
The matter is, will you always love me too?