Wednesday, April 22, 2009

"sugarplum"

I love you.

Track 1: Take it home.
"take it off, take it off, i can't wait any more i need your touch...Ice ice melt your heart"
This song makes me think of those crazy nights when you wanna have a good time,
and you want to forget all the problems surrounding you, and you get lost in the arms of some boy, whose touch makes your skin crawl and chills go up your spine.

Track 2: Candle 'Sick and Tired'
"All this darkness will surround you, because I'm burning for you, burning like a candle"
This song reminds me of when I'm fed of with people and I just wanna get my anger out
because I'd already pent up all the anger i could muster, and I'm about to combust,
and I'm sitting on the edge of my bed, elbows on my knees, head in my hands, and start screaming this song at the top of my lungs

Track 3: Secret Valentine
"We'll write a song, that turns out the lights"
"We'll hope it's not for nothing at all"
"Lay down be still, don't worry talk they will, I'll be loving you until
mornings first light"
This song makes me want to hold your hand, walking down the sidewalks in New York City, and we're the only people we see, because everyone's passing by so fast, and rushing by, and we're taking our time, cruising along, in friendship.

Track 4: I caught Fire (in your eyes).
"Just stay with me. Lay with me now...Never caught my breath, every second I'm without you I'm a mess"
This song is the type of song, that makes me feel like someone understands, like I can wrap my arms around myself, and possibly hold myself together, knowing, someone else feels the falling apart feeling I am.

Track 5: American Girl
"She couldnt help thinking that there's a little more life somewhere else."
This song makes me smile, because it's unique. It makes me wanna walk down a dark deserted city, with it playing in the background. :]

Track 6: My Beautiful Rescue
"My bones are shattered, my pride is shatterd, and in the midst of this self inflicted pain, I can see my beautiful rescue"
This song has two meanings to me, It means my friendship with you, because you were my rescue,I needed you, I NEED you. EVerything you do... I'm so thankful for you.
And of course, Kevin, but simply because he showed it to me, to express his love for me, and it meants for him, that I do love him, and that he showed up right at the rihgt time also.

Track 7: I wanna Dance with Somebody
"when the night falls, the lonliness calls. OH! I wanna dance with somebody. I wanna feel the heat with somebody"
:] This song, you're so right. It makes me wanna grab the person closest to me, and take their hands and jump around dancing in circles while screaming my lungs out. Lol. lookin' like a crazy person.

Track 8: Age is old
I don't have a favorite quote. It starts out wonderful "it's your birhtday aren't you scared, your jeans and your pretty hair. and all the boys are after you" I'm crying right now. it's so beautiful.It makes me wanna be held, someone to play and sing it for me... It's exactly like me... "you make me weak when you bite my lip, you twist my head" "I don't mind and I dont care, just take me anywhere"... God jess... I don't even know what to say. I love you so much. So fucking much. Idk where I'd be without you, probably no where, alone...laying in my bed without anyone to understand. "Just, get me outta here"

Track 9: Shut up
"So shut up shut up, don't wanna hear it, get out of my way"
This song, makes me feel better, if I'm angry. :]Especially at some bitch,
who puts me down.

Track 10: Losing It
"All we ever did was move around, I was always the new kid, never the cool kid"
"My heart was racing, my mind was screaming you've got your whole life to do these things, but my legs were shaking, my hands were searching for her, in the backseat of my car, I just lost it"
This song is the definition of losing my virginity. I was th enew kid, my life was ruined, I wasn't cool anymore. I just wanted to be love. I thought I loved him and if I did know he wasnt' true... La dadada dahda dah.

Track 11: I'll be there for you
"where as my heart lays bleeding, true love, it's suicide"
This song, is that song, you lay in your bed to, after somebody hurts you, and you don't know how to explain how you feel, and you just loove the person, no matter what.

Track 12: See you again.
"I stutter when you ask me what i'm thinkin about"
Definition of a middle school crush. Haha. this song makes me turn it up, and dance around in the car, remembering, the old times.

Track 13: Happy Ending
Omg. I didn't realize what song this was... I love this song. It's so cute. He's got a amazing voice, it's really soothing, It's the one you walk around the house blaring, half drunk, upset, clinging to the bottle in your hand.

Track 14: Paper Chase
"it was the best of times from broken homes and battle scars to where we are"
OMG! This song, whenever I graduate, i'm driving away with it blaring. :] Amazing.

Track 15: Come one, come all
"you're just in time to witness my first break down. There's a mile gone for every minute i'm stuck in this town"
Haha. I wanna sing this in the car with you, down by the beach, with the windows down, and forgetting everythign.

Track 16: Summers Eyes
This song in general is amazing... Wow. It makes me wanna lay in a meadow with you,
on a warm, breezy summer day. Thinking about the good and bad times, singing our mellow hearts out. :] "I don't know the first thing about how to save the world" "I don't claim to understand the first thing about love"
Haha. It calms me, makes me smile.

1 comment:

JessosaurusRex said...

haha I love this. And I love you. So much. Don't ever forget that okay? I'm glad you like the CD. I worked hard on it and I love these songs so much. (: