"10 bucks

says you dont have it in you
to coquer fear and quit believing
what they tell you to.
You're commeaning shamelessly into
oblivion...
Where you will live alone,
with your chemicals and jin."

I sit here drinking coffee,
leaning back in this wicker chair,
the sent of vanilla choking the air.
I dont know what to do,
sitting here
thinking of you.
I pour out my coffee,
and lay on the floor,
there's nothing more
to want besides this cold floor
against the heart in my chest.
laying here wondering,
What's best?
I love you more than I expected,
More than what's healthy,
My love for you,
it's wealthy
in blood and tears.
This love
It's conquering all my fears.
My only fear now,
Is losing you somehow.